But the hurricane keeps blowing…
I’m back. Rockford is the same and yet different again. It seems everytime I return here of my own volition I feel better about it. Soon I will begin to love Rockford and want to spend my life here. Resistance is, truly, futile.
I have a someone again. He’s actually an old boyfriend I had no intention of seeing or running into again, but it did and something clicked. Somehow it feels right this time. Not just right in an “I haven’t been bedded in a year and I really need to get filled out like an application” kind of way either.
Right in a “wow, he’s changed almost as much as I have over the years and it seems to be for the better” kind of way. Also -he’s quite assertive about his feelings and I have a serious soft spot for guys who can bust out with those spontaneous moments of sincerity.
It’s really nice also because he knows just about everything I’ve done in the past. There have been some adventures since we parted last, and I’m sure they’ll get filled in along the way, but he doesn’t judge.
Anyway, this is one of those sappy happy entries that are so rare. I hope it wasn’t too pale in comparison to the dark and scary entries that keep us all afloat since the loss of our voyeuristic Jerry Springer days.